Wednesday, February 2, 2011

worst day EVER..!


hari ne...bgun je subuh pagi...da dpt msg!
"nadhirah, sy ader meetg kul 10 so dlm kul 9 sy kne betolak. kalau awk nk jumpe sy, kul 8 lebih boleh?"
ouh! tp..sy ader kelass kul 8..cmne ne??
lalu,,oleh kerana report yg dr POSTING aku ne...ader dkt aku...
so ak berkorban utk x pegi kelass semata2 sbb nk hntar report! 
(serius! bkn nk ungkit, tp itu reality nya...krn cter cdey akan bermula sbentar lg!)

kul 8.50 am, aku smpi bilik lect and submit report...
next thing...again! another rejection!
one of the receipt got no address at all...
yess,,it is my fault sbb x perasan yg resit tu xde address and bg dkt lect...
stilll...bkn slh aku jgak sbb resit tu bkn aku punya!!

lect said, carik cop kedai tu dulu bru leh submit k....
ya rabbi..! 
mne ak nk carik kdai neh...setahu ak dorg beli mnda ne kat CM kot!
then, ak cl org yg BERTANGGUNG JWB ke atas resit tersebut...(meaning org yg beli brg tu!)
wanna know wut he said???
"alaaaa.....mls nyer ak nk g CM tu blk....ssh kot! xnak laaa pegi!"

WTH..????
resit ne ko punya kot! mangkok btol! sepatut nya ak suroh je ko berambuss pegi CM tu blk taw tak!
tp ak x wat cenggitu...
sbb ape??
sbb ak BAEKK sgt!

alhamdulillah ya Allah...dlm tgh serabut2 tu...ader jgak insan yg sudi menolong~
walaupon dy sbenanyer xde kne mengena lgsg dgn posting ak!
budak2 posting aku???
HARAM.....sorg pon x nmpak btg hidung!
tanyer khabar pon x lah! 
padahal..ak da siap ponteng kelas semata2 nk setel kan report neh!
how selfish they are!! i knew it now...

tak...aku x salah kan dorg pon...
aku phm sgt2 sbb sumer org nk penuhkan log book msg2 kan...
so am i...!
come on laaa...
yess, i know yg ne mmg keje aku...and ak x hrp pon sgt korg tlong but still...!
at least amek tahu laa...tanyer cmner report?? ok ke x??
ya Allah...sabar nad!...sabar nad!

bkn nyer ak x ikhlas lgsg wat keje...tp ntah laaa
rse mcm cdey sgt! plus tension gla!
lalu...ak x pegi kelas the whole day! settle je report ak trus blk..!

ouh! did i tell u that i need to reDO the whole budget again!
sbb nk msuk kan resit bru utk gntikan resit yg xde address tu??
yesssss i did...!!!
hermmm...=)

p/s: MOOD=sgt x puas hati + cdey sgt! + tension!!!!! and disappointed! maaf kpd yg terbace and trase...sy hanyer meluahkan kekesalan sy terhpd ape yg berlaku dan mengharapkan agar kita semua mampu mengambil berat ke atas insan2 yg memerlukan dan menjd insan yg lebih bertgung jawab! sekian terima kasih!

3 comments:

  1. dats a really loonngggg luahan perasaan. feeling any better now dear? i hope u r.

    besala thngs like dis to happen. in programs, xleh lari kot. sket sebanyak tu tau la jgk how it felt. been there. not exactly da same situation, but almost la.

    take it as a challenge. make positive out of it. its obvious dat u definitely learn more than the trouble u been thru kn. (plus u get a day off clas!sape xmau kn?)

    if i was in ur place, talking to da rite person wud b best (pukul dat person responsible on da head n pura2 wat xtau pon not such a bad idea..hehe!)

    ckp masa post mortem. dats da proper place.

    all da bes nad :)

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  2. alamak! got someone yg bce lak kan....huu
    act,, mmg tyme tu tgh mara sgt! the whole dayy marah taw! hehe
    now ok dah....

    tyme tu je EMO sket...=p

    rse nyer event ne mmg x proper sgt laa...we dun even have a post mortem taw! so ape lg,,,msg2 lpas tgn laa..huhuhu

    positively,,,yes2! i did learn smthg from here..
    negatively, i x pegi 2 klas kot hr tu...huuu
    cdey ckit! =pp

    hehe

    anyway,,thanx paan!

    p/s: kne byk blaja dr yg expert neh! hehe

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  3. wowwwww.. luahan perasaan.. btol kate en paan...

    da lege le senyum kembali...
    :D ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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